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Reviewer's Choice Ballam's Bookshelf Brenda's Bookshelf
Brittingham's Bookshelf Christina's Bookshelf Christy's Bookshelf
Cindy Lynn's Bookshelf David's Bookshelf Diana's Bookshelf
Duncan's Bookshelf Gorden's Bookshelf Harold's Bookshelf
Harwood's Bookshelf Hodgins' Bookshelf Linda's Bookshelf
Lori's Bookshelf Magdalena's Bookshelf Marya's Bookshelf
Michael's Bookshelf Neal's Bookshelf Paul's Bookshelf
Pogo's Bookshelf Rick's Bookshelf Roe's Bookshelf
Roen's Bookshelf Roger's Bookshelf Stephanie's Bookshelf
Sullivan's Bookshelf Taylor's Bookshelf  


Reviewer's Choice

The Wounded Spirit
Frank Peretti
Word Publishing
ISBN 0849916739 $9.99

Jean Carroll
Reviewer

Frank Peretti has made a name for himself in the field of Christian fiction ("The Oath," "The Visitation"). "Time Magazine" called him "The king of the (Christian faith) genre." According to "Newsweek" ". . .the hottest novels are those by Frank Peretti."

"The Wounded Spirit" is not fiction. The subject of this nonfiction book-- that of being bullied and teased is one Peretti knows well.

Peretti was born with a medical condition that left him disfigured. Although surgeries "and the slow miracle of answered prayers" remedied the deformity on his neck and tongue, he suffered the taunts and physical abuse of classmates throughout school.

In this book Peretti lets the reader inside the mind of a youngster bearing the ceaseless torment of one who is different.

Barely able to talk as a child, Peretti is now a public speaker. Shortly after the incident at Columbine High School in Littleton, Colorado a tragedy that affected him greatly Peretti found the courage at an engagement at a "Life on the Edge" conference for youth and their parents, to speak out about the torments he suffered as a child.

"I was pushed, shoved, thrown, hit, insulted, badgered, manhandled, teased and harassed. . ." Teachers did little or nothing to ease the constant pain he suffered, the pain he calls that of "the wounded spirit."

"I believe what happened at Columbine was the result of a wounded spirit," he says. "We now have in our society myriad young people and adults who have been deeply wounded by the demeaning word or actions of authority figures." Peretti says the killers were also victims, the wounded become wounders.

Peretti seems to veer off on a related subject at one point in the book. Referring again to Columbine, he launches into a discussion about people living by the "misguided notion that truth is relative, that there are no moral absolutes, that everyone should decide for him-or-herself what is right and wrong."

He gives an interesting rebuttal to that type of thinking. To the statement, It's wrong to impose your morals on others!" he response is, Uh. . .pardon me, but when you tell me it's wrong to do something, aren't you imposing your morals on me?

"There are no absolutes."

His response: That in itself is an absolute statement.

"No one's moral opinion is valid because we all speak from how we've been indoctrinated."

Well, I guess that would apply to you as well, which means what you've just said isn't valid either.

Peretti's final chapters get back to the problem of bullying, and what can and should be done to prevent wounded spirits. It is a book worth reading by both parents and educators.

Shepherds Abiding
Jan Karon
Viking Penguin Group (USA) Inc.
375 Hudson Street, New York, NY 10014
ISBN 0670031208 $24.95 288 pages

Colleen Spiro
Reviewer

I was pleasantly surprised. "Shepherds Abiding" is not just another sugary holiday book. The author, Jan Karon, tells a simple, but beautiful story. It is warm and funny; moving and prayerful. The characters are real and likable, like next door neighbors. I enjoyed this book so much, I dreaded reaching the last page.

The story takes place during Advent, in the small town of Mitford in North Carolina. The main character, Father Tim, a retired Episcopal pastor, comes upon an old neglected nativity set. He decides to restore it so he can give it to his wife, Cynthia, for Christmas. Not accustomed to working with his hands, he finds himself enjoying the project and along the way, makes discoveries about himself, his past and the people he loves.

As we follow Father Tim's progress, we meet other characters struggling with their own hopes and plans. There is Hope, anxiously waiting for her dreams to come true. Lew, a lonely man with a secret. And Cynthia, who is working on a surprise of her own.

As the townspeople plan their celebrations and surprises, there are little gifts for the reader as well. Many times I was so moved by the words or the moment that I had to close the book and reflect on them.

One of my favorite parts was when Father Tim included in a note to Cynthia something he had found on the Internet about children defining love: "When someone loves you, the way they say your name is different. You know your name is safe in their mouth." He ends the note with his own words: "P.S. He calls His sheep by name, and our names are safe in His mouth."

"Shepherds Abiding" is the eighth installment of the Mitford Years series written by Jan Karon. The book jacket states that she writes "to give readers an extended family and to applaud the extraordinary beauty of ordinary lives." Truly a wonderful story for the holidays, this book accomplishes that and more. The dedication says it best: "To the honor and glory of the Child Emmanuel, God with Us."

Past: Perfect! Present: Tense!
Julie Donner Andersen
iUniverse
2021 Pine Lake Rd.,Ste.100, Lincoln, NE 68512
0595274803 $14.95 U.S. 2003 130 pp. www.iuniverse.com

Joyce P. Hale
Reviewer

Past: Perfect! Present: Tense! by Julie Donner Andersen, although written for wives of widowers, may be enjoyed by women universally. Much of the wisdom and many of the solutions may be applied to other life situations, though it is invaluable to wives of widowers. It flowed well and kept one's interest throughout. Her summaries toward the end are lessons in life for everyone. "Loving and marrying a widow/er is no easy task, especially when you must accept that the man or woman you have vowed to love and support forever shares his/her heart with someone else. That, in and of itself, makes all second spouses of the bereaved very brave souls."

Real World Guide To Happiness
Mary Jesse
Hexagon Blue
www.hexagonblue.com
ISBN: 0972995811, $9.95

Judine Slaughter
Reviewer

Description: Advice from a dear friend

How many people can you go to with your troubles, and they always seem to have the right answers? These people have a bright attitude about life, and their thoughts are a ray of light on your overcast day. It's not like they got a degree in psychology, but they have earned wisdom from their life experiences. Now what happens during the times, when you really need their advice, but you are not able to reach them. If only they could publish the basic points of their wisdom, then you could pick a piece of their sunshine at your leisure.

"Real World Guide to Happiness" is like that printed piece of wisdom from a dear friend. Consider the text as "small nuggets collected over time"(pg 9) from someone who has probably experienced a few troubles, and learned how to find the ray of happiness in spite of them. The chapters Behavior, Ancillary Factors, Tidbits, and Happy Habits briefly cover many of the trials that everyone faces once in awhile, with give real world solutions. There's "Having a positive outlook can definitely improve even the most difficult situation." (pg 41) And, "Charity is an essential element of happiness." (pg 58) Someone has probably shed these beams of thought on you before, but oftentimes we need a gentle reminder.

Mary Jesse is a wife and mother of three sons, and has a degree in Electrical Engineering. "Real World Guide to Happiness" is her labor of love from her passionate belief in everyone's ability to live a happy, fulfilled, and successful life. I like how she writes about generic problems, such as giving yourself a break, family, and travel. She touches a wide variety people, because we all have more of the same experiences, than differences. Although we don't learn about her personal life events, which gave her this wisdom, I still enjoyed her thoughts on happiness. I recommend "Real World Guide to Happiness" for those who don't have a shoulder to cry on, and need some immediate TLC.

Dude Where's My Country
Michael Moore
Warner books, Inc.
1271 Avenue of the Americas, New York, NY 10020
www.twbookmark.com
ISBN: 0446532231 $24.95 FPT ($36.95 in Canada)

Kevin Courtney
Reviewer

After an easy 217 pages, Michael Moore's new book "Dude, Where's My Country" manages to convey a clear message. George Bush is a threat to the world community. The conveniently planned release has come at a point where most readers are looking for answers and alternatives to the current political trends. The Rich are getting richer, the poor are getting poorer, and dissention is growing in the international community.

With the success of his last book, the New York Times #1 best seller of 2002 "Stupid White Men", Michael Moore is filled with confidence and a touch of arrogance with his almost guaranteed literary success. There is no doubt in the minds of his publishers, AOL TimeWarner, that money can be made from the millions of hopeful Bush subversives.

Unfortunately, the book reads like a "Liberal Politics for Dummies" but lacks substance and objectivity. He writes based on personal opinion and frequent tangential ignorance, while using humor to cover up his ineffective attempt at clearly understanding the issues. Moore knows what he likes and dislikes, but makes no solid arguments as to why anyone should consider what he is suggesting.

The overall subject matter is refreshing, and is a positive sign to see that so many people are interested in his cause, yet it would surely have done the reading public a greater service if Mr. Moore would have researched his opinions before sending the book to the printing press. The book resonates as a sloppy, ill-informed, and quickly thrown together attempt at removing George Bush from the White House; more thought and preparation would be appreciated for next potential volume, "Pull the Bush from the Roots in 2008".

Mozart's Wife
Juliet Waldron
Infinity Publishing.com
0741406616 $TBA

Jennifer Macaire
Reviewer

There are books that stay with me long after I read them, and Mozart's Wife is one of them. Written from the viewpoint of Konstanze, Mozart's much maligned wife, the story starts when she, only a child, first gets a glimpse of the man who will some day be her husband. Then in love with Aloysia, her older sister, Wolfgang hardly notices Konstanze. But she catches his eye when she turns fifteen and he seduces and marries her.

I had scant knowledge of Konstanze before reading this book, except for what historians have written. Juliet uses personal letters and meticulous research to paint a vibrant portrait of a woman living in the late eighteenth century. The book captures Konstanze's day to day life, her struggles with everything from cooking to heating her house, to loving a man who is brilliant but fickle, unstable, and spendthrift.

Erotic, romantic, and moving, Mozart's Wife is a loving tribute to a woman who lived in the shadow of her husband. Capturing the love the couple shared, their tragedies as well, and bringing Mozart down to human level is this book's strong suit. Instead of reading about Mozart the genius composer, Juliet Waldron, using Konstanze as our guide, helps us fall in love and understand the man behind the music. For Konstanze, her husband's work was for paying the rent and the real passion and heartbreak in their life came from day to day living, their family and friends, and the births and deaths of their children. From her eyes, we see the love she has for her husband and their life as it unfolds in a succession of houses and cities.

Mozart's Wife is the story of a tragedy, but in it is all the ardor and brilliance of an exceptional man as told by his loving wife. I cannot recommend this book enough and look forward to passing it on to friends and family.

Very highly recommended.

Loot and Other Stories
Nadine Gordimer
Farrar, Straus and Giroux
New York
ISBN 0374190909, $23.00 US (hardcover).

Marcia Deihl
Reviewer

As new readers discover the Nobel-prize-winning expatriate South African writer J. M. Coetzee, another South African writer may catch some of this reflected light. Nadine Gordimer's new book of ten short stories, "Loot," deserves it.

Although she is known as a "political" writer, Gordimer delights in more metaphysical matters here. Reincarnation and myth address human powerlessness (over death) just as stories about injustice address our ultimate limitations (in life). In Part 1 of the last story, "Karma," bad things happen to good families, black and white, when they buy a cunning little Dutch gabled house. This five-part story follows several "returns" of one spirit in different bodies and different lives. In one section the narrator is an unborn twin; in another, a white child is found in a toilet in a black township, brought up by black parents, and moves to the city. When she falls in love with a white man, all the questions of identity, home, race, and law are thrown into conflict. At first, deep in love, she sees no problem as she prepared to meet his nice middle class parents: " . . love is in the present, it's her hand slipping beneath his shirt to his chest, it's reading together descriptions of the places in the world maybe they'll save up to see. She did not say: they know I'm white. As if he heard the thought:--I know . . But that you grew up there, school and home, people who are like--your parents, to you--" Their advocate, a Jewish lawyer (stand in for Gordimer herself?), has a fine appreciation for racial injustice, and she battles to prove that this white woman is indeed white. But in a country where blacks often try to pass for white, a hastily drawn up birth certificate ("Race: Colored"--no white parents known) dooms the couple. A few years later, post- apartheid, there would have been no problem, and the formless narrator wonders how an arbitrary law could shift a couple's world so completely. Everyone loses when the literal color of one's skin calls forth decades of complex cultural histories. And South Africa is more complex than the United States, since it has a majority black culture and eleven separate languages are spoken, besides the colonizer's Afrikaans.

The first story, which some have called a naive fable, is the most challenging. Double reversals, mirror images, and the giant toggle switch of fate all enter into play. A giant wave floods away a town, leaving the ocean floor full of a former regime's riches. The poor forage for treasure, amidst the bodies of their murdered compatriots, but a rich man wants only one thing, a mirror. When he finds it, he looks in, and suddenly a second wave washes him away, along with all the others. Before his demise, he had slept with a print of "The Great Wave" by Hokusai, behind his bed. But he never gazed on it, since it was behind him. Did he not see the overthrow of apartheid coming? And when he looked in the mirror, did he see himself? With remorse or revulsion? Did he see the print, or the real wave? And was that second wave a metaphor for his own inner demons, or the Truth and Reconciliation Commission, finally catching up with him? Gordimer leaves these crystal facets of interpretation up to the reader. This first story intrigued me more than convention stories like the aging parent/younger woman plot in "Generation Gap," the interracial love affair in "Mission," or the loss of sexual innocence in "The Diamond Mine." It offered a different sort of "return"a constant revisiting of its possible meaning.

Gordimer has often claimed that she will never write autobiography. But he themes of her inner world are clear in her work: the senseless damnation of whole races of people by outdated law and custom, the triumph of sensuality and love across racial barriers, and the painfully slow changes in power in post-apartheid South Africa.

Dereliction of Duty: The Eyewitness Account of How Bill Clinton Endangered America's Long-Term National Security
Robert Patterson, Lieutenant Colonel, USAF, (Ret.)
Regency Publishing, Inc.
Washington, DC
ISBN: 0895261405 $27.95, 256 pages

Maurice A. Williams
Reviewer

Bill Clinton is controversial man. Libraries are filled with books praising or condemning both Bill and Hillary Clinton. It is hard for the general reader to get facts. How can one form one's own opinion? Here is a book written by a military aide to Bill Clinton, who was close to President Clinton for two years. This book "Dereliction of Duty" is critical of President Clinton. Its author, Robert Patterson feels Bill Clinton endangered our national security by failing to act decisively when action was required.

Robert "Buzz" Paterson, is an Air Force Lieutenant Colonel, now retired. During his early career, he flew combat troops from North Carolina to Grenada and served in other conflicts. In early 1996, he was accepted by Bill Clinton to serve as military aide entrusted with the "football," a suitcase containing the mechanism that launches a response to a nuclear attack. Clinton is entrusted with the nuclear code cards. If a nuclear response is warranted, Clinton gives Patterson the cards to be inserted into the device so that a nuclear response can be launched. Naturally, Patterson has to be near Clinton at all times. An added precaution is that the code cards are regularly changed to prevent accidental disclosure of the codes.

Patterson's proximity to Clinton has made him an eyewitness to situations he felt were carelessly mishandled by Clinton. Three months into his new position, September 13, 1996, Patterson was on a golf course where Clinton was playing golf. A military situation occurred that required Clinton's decision. Because Iraq captured the Kurdish city of Irbill in violation of the cease fire agreement that ended the Gulf War, the military was put on alert for an appropriate response against part of Iraq's military arsenal. They found a suitable target, scrambled planes, and contacted Sandy Berger, Clinton's National Security Advisor, for a decision to strike or not strike. Sandy phoned Clinton on the golf course. Clinton refused to take the call. While the planes were in the air, the military phoned Berger two more times. Clinton refused to take the other two calls. Finally, the planes had to return to their bases. Patterson felt Clinton's refusal to take the calls resulted in no response to this violation of the treaty. He felt, as a military man himself, this inaction served to embolden the Iraqis to test American resolve by further violations.

Patterson was aware that Clinton was given intelligence reports that Al Qaeda terrorists were planning to use commercial airplanes as bombing missiles in 1996. Sudan captured Osama bin Laden and offered him to Saudi Arabia. The Saudis didn't want him. Clinton could have requested bin Laden from Sudan, but didn't. Bin Laden was eventually released. Patterson felt that, by failing to act, Clinton put our nation in peril allowing bin Laden and Iraq both to feel that the United States is not going to take action to halt their aggressions. Patterson cites another surprising failure of duty: Clinton's frequent careless misplacing of the nuclear code cards. One set of lost cards were never found.

Patterson noticed what he thought was a lack of sound procedures in the white house and an overemphasis on public image. He observed that most event scheduling was for Democratic Party fund raisers rather than for matters of state. Patterson watched Clinton make massive reductions in military personnel and armaments. Clinton reduced military pay. Eighty percent of the military now make less than $30,000.00. More than twenty thousand military now make so little that they qualify for food stamps. Simultaneously, Clinton increased the oversees deployment of the military. This reduction of personnel and armaments and the increase of deployments stretched the military dangerously thin. All of the above convinced Patterson that Clinton neglected his duty as Commander-in-chief and, by so doing, endangered our national security.

Patterson wasn't the only military aid that felt that way. In May 1998, all five of Clinton's military aides considered an "en masse" resignation in disgust. Patterson was transferred to teach in the Air Force Academy. Patterson's book has a forward by Al Santoli, author of "Everything We Had," which outlines, in detail, how Clinton weakened our military. Patterson's book ends with an appendix consisting of a long quote from Casper Weinberger's 2001 book "In The Arena: A Memoir of The Twentieth Century." If everything Patterson relates is factual, Clinton, really did, at times, fail in his duty as Commander-in-chief.

Ella Enchanted
Gail Carson Levine
Harper Collins Publishers
ISBN 0060275103 $16.99

Robyn Gioia
Reviewer

This captivating retake on the Cinderella story weaves its own spell of delight. The masterful storytelling and vivid imagery compelled this reader to turn page after page. When the fairy Lucinda blesses baby Ella with an obedience spell, it was meant to be a magnificent gift. However, it turns out to be a curse of the worst kind, and Ella is obliged to obey the tiniest of commands. She does not readily conform and tries delaying her obedience but in the end, she remains a slave to others' whims.

Later, when Pamela and I retreated to the garden to devour the candy, she asked why I hadn't done what Mandy wanted straight off.

"I hate when she's bossy," I answered.

Pamela said smugly, "I always obey my elders."

"That's because you don't have to."

"I do have to, or Father will slap me."

"It's not the same as for me. I'm under a spell." I enjoyed the importance of the words. Spells were rare. Lucinda was the only fairy rash enough to cast them on people.

"Like Sleeping Beauty?"

"Except I won't have to sleep for a hundred years."

"What's your spell?"

I told her.

"If anybody gives you an order, you have to obey? Including me?"

I nodded.

"Can I try it?"

"No." I hadn't anticipated this. I changed the subject. "I'll race you to the gate."

"All right, but I command you to lose the race."

"Then I don't want to race."

"I command you to race, and I command you to lose."

We raced. I lost.

We picked berries. I had to give Pamela the sweetest, ripest ones. We played princesses and ogres. I had to be the ogre.

An hour after my admission, I punched her. She screamed, and blood poured from her nose.

Our friendship ended that day.

Ella's life is further compounded when her mother forbids her from telling anyone about the curse. A command she is fated to obey.

Ella's struggle to become independent takes her on an enchanted journey where she encounters a bossy but loving fairy godmother, the kindest of princes, Prince Charmont, a distant father preoccupied with the making of money, a group of sweet-talking ogres intent on eating human flesh, and two conniving step-sisters backed by a self-serving step mother. In the end, Ella learns the true reach of the curse and whether she can overcome its powerful magic.

As a reviewer, I enjoyed this author's ability to entertain us with a new rendering of a classic fairy tale. Any lover of fairytales will delight in the telling of the story from Ella's childhood, the place where the real saga begins. We can now truly understand Ella and the hardships of her injustice. Moreover, we realize it wasn't Prince Charmont who saved her, but Ella discovering what was truly inside her.

Archangels & Ascended Masters: A Guide to Working and Healing with Divinities and Deities
Doreen Virtue, Ph.D
Hay House, Inc.
P.O. Box 5100, Carlsbad, CA 92018-5100
www.hayhouse.com
ISBN: 1401900186, $23.95, 1-800-654-5126

Shannon McKelden Cave
Reviewer

Have you ever wished you had some divine help with problems in your life? If you have, then Archangels & Ascended Masters is just the right place to begin to find that help. Author Doreen Virtue, Ph.D., has shared her expertise on Oprah, Good Morning America and The View, as well as many more. Here, she shares her extensive research on working and healing with those beings in the non-physical plane who have been turned to for centuries by various religions and spiritual teachers.

The intro reveals the history of communicating with angels and ascended masters, the reasons one might wish to do so and the basics of how. The rest of the book includes 1-2 pages for each deity, a list of alternate names, his or her country, religion or affiliation, and the history and background followed by Virtue's story of her own experiences with that deity and suggestions for the reader as to how they may wish to communicate with them.

Part II includes invocations and prayers for individual needs. Part III is essentially an index of problems or concerns and which master to call on for help.

Easy to read, with great information, you'll find this book fascinating and loving and spiritual all at the same time.

Waxwings
Jonathan Raban
Picador
ISBN: 0330419617 A$30.00 311 pages

Ann Skea
Reviewer

I should say from the start that I am a great fan of Jonathan Raban's writing. I have collected his books over the years, have just re-read Badlands for its insight into American history and life, and I found Passage to Juneau fascinating. But all these books are travel books, closely based on fact. Perhaps this is why I was disappointed with Waxwings, which is a novel.

Admittedly, Tom Janeway, the main character in the book, has more than a passing resemblance to Jonathan Raban. But this is fiction and, although it is well-written and I enjoyed it in a mild way, I was never as engaged by it as I have been with Raban's earlier books. It's just a slice of life. And, as the car-sticker says, "shit happens". For Tom, it is like a visitation of Waxwings. They appear out of the blue, you grab your binoculars to get a good look at them, your kid is unimpressed and just gets on with his life, and the next time you look they have gone. And all the berries have been stripped from your tree.

One of Tom's 'waxwings' is an illegal immigrant, 'Chick', who turns up on his doorstep and offers to renovate his house for him. It's an offer Tom can't refuse, but Chick and his team of Mexican contractors (also illegal immigrants) vanish halfway through the project.

Meanwhile, Tom's wife, Beth, decides to buy herself a condo' and move out. Tom comes under suspicion in a missing child case. And Finn, his son, is expelled from pre-school for non-conformist and unruly behavior. Tom's eight-year idyll as a British immigrant (legal) to Seattle unravels almost as quickly as Chick's (illegal) fortunes begin to flourish.

Tom is an amiable, self-absorbed, unworldly writer, author of two best-selling books and teacher of Victorian Literature and The Writing Programme at a Seattle university. His house is a reflection of his own muddled background and his unambitious complacency and, as renovations begin then falter, leaving it half dismantled, it comes to reflect his life ever more closely. Beth, who chooses to move into a light, bright, modern condo, is as modern and bright as her new home. She is ambitious and innovative, too, determined to make her mark in a new, computer-based, real-estate marketing business. Their separation is quite civil and they each deal with it in their own civilized ways. Finn, too, seems to take it all in his stride.

All in all, this is a realistic picture of a fragment of life but there is little drama. At times, Tom lectures us on Victorian literature and draws some amusing parallels, but his life is rather like those books - a bit old-fashioned, a bit slow, and not compatible with the fast-moving, commercial world of modern Seattle. Raban has written a pleasant and amiable book, and he has written it well. No doubt it says something about values in our world and in literature. But I was left at the end thinking - "OK, that's life. So what?".

The Prosecution
D. W. Buffa
Ballentine Books
ISBN: 0449006905 $6.99 326 pages

Terry Mathews
Reviewer

Recommendation: *****

This Attorney Delivers on Paper

D W Buffa is not just another attorney-turned-author. He's the real deal. His characters are not perfect and his courtroom scenes aren't drawn from the pages of Perry Mason. His heroes have flaws and his villains have good points.

In THE PROSECUTION, Portland attorney Joseph Antonelli leaves his self-imposed exile and signs on as a special prosecutor involving two Deputy District Attorneys. He leaves his home on the hill and comes back as a favor to his old friend, Judge Horace Woolner.

This book is really three stories wrapped, as only Buffa can do, in a nice, tidy package. Story one: the murder of a Deputy District Attorney's wife. Story two: the murder of a prominent member of Portland's old-line society. Story three: the coming back to life of Joseph Antonelli.

Buffa's stories aren't nice and tidy -- they're about real life. The way he constructs them, however, is as close to precision as an author can get.

So far, he's been able to avoid the trap of other successful authors. He's stayed sharp, crisp and real.

Enjoy!

Susie and Herman, A Story of Love and Caregiving
L.B. Smith
Health Communications, Inc.
ISBN: 1558749578, $14.95, 168 pp.

Viveka Neveln
Reviewer

In this slim, large-font volume, the author states that "all of us face the prospect of someday becoming dependent on another person for our safety and well-being." This story has the potential to capture anyone's attention because none of us are immune to time. In this no-nonsense account, L.B. Smith describes his experience of dealing with his geriatric mother and stepfather during their last years of life. Far from a sugar-coated how-to manual or advice book, this memoir takes an honest look at the difficulties as well as the rewards of caring for aging parents.

The story begins with a brief summary of Smith's childhood and the death of his father at the age of 56. The author's mother, Susie, moves into a retirement facility in her eighties where she soon meets Herman. Second marriages for both of them, the octogenarians find comfort in each other's company in spite of increasing dementia and other problems. The chapters describe a few incidents, such as the elderly couple's insistence on purchasing and operating a car, to illustrate how they become less and less able to function independently in the world.

As their caregiver, Smith experiences everything from minor inconvenience to extreme aggravation, but his sense of humor and empathy for his parents help him through it all. By wisely recognizing feelings of frustration, sadness, and anger, Smith keeps these emotions from hardening into resentment and pessimism. As a result, he is able to care for Susie and Herman with respect, dignity, and patience.

Though the author could have incorporated more dialogue and detail to bring the characters to life, Smith clearly communicates the challenges of his experience. He supplements each chapter with a "postscript" that sometimes flashes back to his childhood or some other memory that brings further understanding to an issue or helps Smith cope with a situation.

Aging isn't an easy subject, but it is something most of us will have to deal with. If you have already gone through a similar experience of caring for elderly parents or relatives, this memoir will help you realize that you are not alone. For those who have yet to be in this situation, this book is good preparation for what is to come.

A Saving Solace
DS Bauden
Dare2Dream Publishing, A Division of Limitless Corporation
100 Pin Oak Court, Lexington, South Carolina, 29073
http://www.limitlessd2d.net
ISBN: 0974403733 $18.00 1-803-356-8231

Ann Wesley
Reviewer

DS Bauden is known for writing intensely emotional stories about friendship, family and love. Her third and newest novel, A Saving Solace, cements that reputation with an extremely personal, heart-wrenching tale of two women who struggle to overcome loss and open themselves to love.

The book tells the story of Kelly Cavanaugh and Susan McGovern. Kelly is a wealthy manager of a posh retail store who is devastated by her mother's death. Susan is also alone in life, left homeless when her parents discover she is a lesbian and disown her. The two meet in the winter in Chicago when Susan is ringing a bell, collecting donations for charity outside Kelly's store. Soon they embark on a journey that allows them to share their pain and start to look for the silver lining in the clouds of their lives.

Classified as lesbian fiction, A Saving Solace, breaks this genre's mold by featuring characters with depth and a plot that moves beyond getting the women into bed. On the surface, the story is about two broken-hearted people who find love again. But it also is a story about mother-daughter relationships; about family values, about pride, and about how children are affected when they lose their parents.

Bauden's strength is her ability to make her characters' emotions real. Because the story reflects her own experience in losing her mother to ALS (Lou Gehrig's disease) and the struggle she felt to go on, she is able to make the scenes truly believable. Bauden takes readers through the pain Kelly feels so that their hearts ache and their eyes water along with Kelly.

After her mother's diagnosis, Kelly helps care for the woman, cherishing their days together but also feeling tormented by watching her mother deteriorate before her eyes. Bauden writes:

Kelly began to cry in earnest and had to try to calm herself to finish what she needed to say. "I hate with all that I am to see you like this. You were such an independent woman. You've never asked for anything in your whole life. Now you can't. What kind of divine love is that? Why did God do this to you? You've gone to church almost daily since I was born. Is this the gratitude He shows you? I will never understand the justice in all of this . I just don't understand that kind of love." Kelly stopped to sob against her mother's side. "I'm so sorry this happened to you, Mom. I'm so sorry."

Her mother uttered a sound, and Kelly got closer to her mouth so she could listen better. "What Ma? I didn't hear you."

"Laaa you," her mother's voice stretched.

"I love you too, Mom," Kelly sobbed.

In the story, Susan's sense of loss over family is equally devastating. Flashbacks bring to life the awful moment when Susan's father discovers her lesbianism and hurls vile insults at her, demanding she leave his home immediately and permanently. The reader feels the anger and fear that race through Susan as her father rejects her.

"Get out of my house!" Susan's father screamed.

"You're kicking me out?" Susan asked incredulously. "I'm your daughter!"

"You are no daughter of mine! My daughter isn't queer! My daughter isn't a freak! My daughter isn't an abomination to God!" he spat, within inches of Susan's face.

"You're right. Your daughter isn't any of those things. I am a human being who happens to love another woman." When Susan's father turned a deaf ear to her, she began to show her anger. "I'm sorry, Daddy! You can't change who I am!"

"No, I can't but I don't have to look at you either. You disgust me!"

Though the scenes of emotional turmoil linger with the reader long after finishing Bauden's book, so too does the comfort and compassion Kelly and Susan share. Their partnership does not develop without struggle, but that may be because the story shows the building of a relationship rather than just the climax of orgasm.

In the end, Bauden pulls the reader off the emotional roller coaster and brings love and hope to the characters. A Saving Solace is a story based on real-life emotions. It shows how we can rise from the depths of despair to feel joy again. Most importantly, it is a story that illustrates how fragile family relationships can be and how they should never be taken for granted.


Ballam's Bookshelf

Moonbathing
Valerie Laws.
Peterloo Poets
The Old Chapel, Sand Lane, Calstock, Cornwall PL18 9QX, England
www.peterloopoets.co.uk
ISBN 1904324029 7.95 Brit. pounds 64 pp.

Valerie Laws has written and performed in a number of media in the UK radio, theatre, fiction, as a reviewer and an editor, and as a co-editor of modern language books. She is also a prize-winning poet, whose work has appeared widely in magazines and anthologies, and in a joint collection with Kitty Fitzgerald in 1994. So while Moonbathing is her first solo volume of poems, it is not surprising to find that the voice of the book is confident, mature and very alluring.

A key characteristic of the book is its orientation within the wider spectrum of the written word. 'Realia', as language instructors like Laws know, are important aids to learning, and their use here (as road-signs, newspaper articles, titles of books, even a brass plaque) is simultaneously instructive and unsettling. In an amusing riposte to Shakespeare's Sonnet 130, the graceful and controlled formality of her writing is appropriate both to the assigned context (pastiche of The Bard) as well as to the underlying mockery of tradition akin to Shakespeare's own:

My computer's screen is nothing like the sun

and yet it lights my way when all is dark.

It cannot walk, but I can make it run:

one touch, and it ignites as with a spark.

Elsewhere it is speculation about what the printed word conceals that lends the verse power, as in the last few lines of a poem entitled, 'Balloon Suicide (from a small paragraph in Bild)':

Up there,

floating above his life, if he saw

the beauty of the sky, the trees,

it was not enough

to make up for it all in the end

maybe he was more afraid to rise

than he was to fall.

Throughout Moonbathing it is Laws' fascination with the queerness of the ordinary, merged with a train of thought that simply refuses to stay on the rails, which makes for striking effects. In a sensitive and touching piece, called 'Bones from a medic's dustbin' her explorations of the abandoned and, it would seem, ultimately disenfranchised remains, takes her, as so many of these poems do, towards the conclusion that there is nothing present in the evidence of life around us which sheds any light on the questions we most want answered. As she says, although she holds an arm 'closer to me now/ than ever lovers were' the mystery of its owner's identity is lost, a disintegration mirrored in her imagery:

I hold this human spine like a rosary of bone,

fingering the winged vertebrae.

I stack them to nest snugly

in totem poles of little trolls;

The body, in this way, becomes the sum of all the things it represents to the imagination, without ever becoming any of these things wholly or knowingly.

In keeping with this view of the essential unknowableness of her fellow beings, and with the introspection that a tendency to bookishness has fostered, Laws undertakes to speak for and about printed lives, or at least those who inhabit the margins of the printed space. Her first-person narratives of historical, or imagined-historical women, speak a language of dissatisfaction with their roles, or their fates, much as do the women of Tennyson's or Browning's dramatic monologues. On occasion, elements of these protagonists show a fusion of the highly specific, concrete or local detail, with a generalized or mythologized characterization. A good example of this is the imagined world of 'Nantucket, 1810', which combines classical myth, pained eroticism and a universalized predicament:

Laudanum strokes me throat to womb, warm

as a lover, my lover, who's cold at the sea

and wet, wild wind.

With nothing but the 'six inches of cold hard plaster' that sailors' wives call a ' "he's-at-home"' and 'the memory of his face' to console her, she lives achingly through her young womanhood (and, one feels, too-early motherhood), fighting the dream that 'thick water closes over him'. It is a powerful and provocative poem, and symptomatic of the condition Laws imagines her foremothers to have known almost universally.

Undoubtedly the most complete exposition of all of these themes is in what I regard as the most successful poem in the collection, 'Ann More: Mrs. John Donne'. Just as the colon separates the two selves of the historic person, so too Laws' embodiment of the character's views makes for a perfect dialectic of the joy and bitterness of her situation. As she begins her tale, the formalities of the verse serve to underwrite the message of competing ideals of fulfillment and expectation by enforcing rhymes over a syntactical network of delays and accelerations.

I thought myself a lucky woman then

to capture such a poet, such a lover,

so skillful with his hands, his tongue, his pen

I, his America, he, eager to discover.

But broken down by the inevitable cycle that their (increasingly his) erotic demands bring 'twelve times I waxed and waned' she would in 'one black year' see two of her children die, before herself dying at thirty-three, to find rest, like the souls of Spoon River, in telling her story to any passing auditor. But what is remarkable, perhaps, is the poignancy of the poem's conclusion. There is no complete apportionment of blame the 'easy pleasure' remains pleasure, hers 'is a woman's common story'. The loss is perceived more in terms of the gross personal injustice that allows a woman of ordinary means, and evidently extraordinary sensibility, to have no stake in the future joys of those she invested her life in namely her husband, and their children. It is this anonymity and its attendant loneliness, which makes Ann More's voice speak for Laws' lost generations:

But, he gave to poems, I to babies, breath:

his labour brought him fame, mine brought me death.

As a first collection, Moonbathing achieves its unity through developing a perspective on past and present that loosens fixed markers like print, biography and other framed artifacts. That it is undertaken in a series of forms that are persistently challenging to the familiar gives it an authority that is at once ironic and an engaging read.

J. D. Ballam
Reviewer


Brenda's Bookshelf

All I Ever Needed
Jo Goodman
Zebra
Kensington Publishing
850 Third Ave, New York, NY 10022
Phone: (212) 407-1500
FAX: (212) 935-0699
ISBN 0821774166 $6.50

Lady Sophie Colley unsettled him. Proper ladies were not direct. Additionally most would be appalled about the rumors surrounding their improper engagement. It seemed - at least to the Marquess of Eastlyn - that the lady knew much more about the source of the rumor than she let on. Of course, when it's all said and done, Sophie is dead wrong but she knew that her cousins had not denied the claim and in fact, encouraged the lie to continue. On the other hand, it was not the thing of Gabriel Whitney to allow a woman to be disgraced no matter how little he wished to be wed. So he did the gentlemanly thing and proposed. And as unsettling as it may be, Sophie promptly refused.

Gabriel was not about to let the matter rest. The entire affair was nothing of his making although his friends from the Compass Club certainly had a laugh at his expense. And even though he had no wish to marry, Gabriel was intrigued by Sophie's demeanor. He was fascinated and frustrated at the same time. Gabriel was also quite angry when he realized that Sophie had been punished for her not accepting his proposal.

So he set out to win her hand.

With little effort on his part, Gabriel found the key to Sophie's heart while he visited Tremont Park. But then found himself angry at her uncle when she is punished yet again. So Gabriel takes matters into his own hands and whisks Sophie off to his sister's home. Gabriel proposes once again the night he finds them at the inn. Yet Sophie knows something Gabriel does not and refuses his offer without explanation.

Up until this point, the story sags and it's difficult to keep the pages turning. Another problem is the quick point of view shifts. Readers will require wit and perseverance to stay in sync and keep up with the plot and thoughts offered. Some readers will not notice nor care. However, it is true many will notice and find it distracting.

And then the story shifts into high gear. First, Sophie learns she is pregnant with Gabriel's child so she flees his sister's home. Second, Gabriel is in the midst of a huge case that is ready to explode if not handled carefully. But Gabriel cannot concentrate because he is worried about Sophie so he sets out to find her. He does not have to go far. However, convincing Sophie to marry him right away will be much easier said than done. And he needs to get it done before the Society of Bishops wreck more havoc as their trade agreements and political aspirations spiral out of control. Fortunately, the only ones who can stop them are the Compass Club.

Combine an unusual meeting with an out-of-the-ordinary engagement and you get an awesome story. Goodman does an excellent job of keeping in tune with previous books in this series and whets the appetite to read the last book in this quartet.

Brenda Ramsbacher
Reviewer


Brittingham's Bookshelf

Ethical Ambition, Living a Life of Meaning and Worth
Derrick Bell
Bloomsbury
175 Fifth Avenue, New York, NY 10010
ISBN 1582342059 $19.95 183 pages

"Why do lawyers carry their certifications on their car dashboards? So they can park in handicapped spaces --- it's proof of moral disability."

Sounds like lawyer slamming doesn't it? But that line was picked up from a legal website where such jokes are collected, either to say, "yes, we've heard them all" or perhaps as a form of dark humor designed to remind members of the bar that their principles are under constant scrutiny.

Unfortunately, many of those designated to interpret the law, are the first and most proficient manipulators of it. As Lord Acton famously put it, "Power tends to corrupt " And it does not require a despot to accomplish this, only a well-trained intellect seduced by scheme or greed. We want --- no, demand --- that attorneys, doctors, clergymen, and scientists be above all those rather pedestrian pursuits involving materialism, i.e. to function beyond the pale of human shortcoming.

We elevate them to temporary dietyhood only to discover that they are like ourselves, somewhat special but ultimately flawed. Even Olympus was populated by a motley lot.

In "Ethical Ambition" respected legal scholar and civil rights activist Derrick Bell attempts to identify for members of his profession as well as for the rest of us, what is involved in personal and professional ethics. This is no easy task because a) ethics can be a good deal like art, highly subjective, and b) it is an intangible force similar to gravity. The definitions turn into descriptions of what it is not.

Professor Bell constructs his argument by breaking the matter down into six manageable portions. In Part 1 he examines whether the passion for both integrity and success can coexist within the individual. In Part 2 he discusses courage, " a daily decision to wake up and try to do the right thing, no matter how big the reward or how great the fear." Such choices must, he warns, be tempered with the ability to evaluate the risks involved against what may, or may not be accomplished. Confrontation for its own thrill is ludicrous.

In a society strangled by consumerism, me-ism and torqued definitions of personal achievement, it is comforting to learn (Chapter 3) that we do not have to depend totally on traditional religion to nudge us down the ethical highway; that, indeed, ethics is a measure of both a true, highly evolved individual, as well as, the civilization from which he/she springs. Morality may be at least a little "easier" for those like Bell who are proud, professed Christians. But, as he notes there are "many ethical people who want nothing to do with organized religion, but (who) view life as a gift with an obligation to uplift the lives of those around them . . ." Certainly, this provides us with a broader base from which altruism can spring.

In the fourth section, Dr. Bell takes on the dynamics of personal relationship. "Just as the price of liberty is eternal vigilance, shared intimacy demands constant effort." And, "it is no exaggeration to say that an intimate committed relationship is the crucible of ethical action . . . " Even when money is not the foremost goal in one's life, there remains the need for balance because there is a point where virtue can become just as overpowering and obsessive as the search for success.

Part 5 focuses on the kind of people who can inspire future generations, even when it costs them everything for which they have worked. His personal favorites run the gamut from the famous (Martin Luther King, Jr., W.E.B. Du Bois and the poignant Paul Robeson) to the lesser known, Dr. Jeffrey Wingard, the former tobacco executive whose testimony undermined the industry's claim that smoking did not cause fatal illnesses, and University of Tennessee Professor Linda Bensel-Myers, who has incurred threats from ribald sports fans for exposing a college system that permits good athletes who are bad scholars to coast through exams and courses.

Lastly, the author deals with what may be the most difficult virtue of all: humility. Learning to accept that even the purest of intentions may not bestow the innate ability to make appropriate choices in every instance, can take the better part of a lifetime.

Do not expect this to be an "entertaining" book --- at least not in the way we regard novels or movies as entertainment. Neither is it light reading to be done with only 50% attention. It requires focus and mindfulness to derive its intended message and perhaps, effect a shift in personal perspective.

That is not to suggest that it is dry, statistical reading. Bell sprinkles it with delightful anecdotes from his own experiences and from the lives of well-known friends --- Bill Cosby, Thurgood Marshall, Alice Walker and the like.

He also provides a simple, carry-it-with-you-at-all-times definition of ethics: the choosing of "right" over "easy." Following through will be the demanding part.

B. A. Brittingham
Reviewer


Christina's Bookshelf

Carnival of Horror
L. Marie Wood
Cyber Pulp Publishing
Houston, Texas
ISBN: TBA, $TBA 226 pages
This book is available in hard copy, ebook, and CD forms.

Ray Bradbury popularized the use of the carnival as a setting for horror with Something Wicked This Way Comes and now L. Marie Wood has found 18 writers to assist her in telling relentless horror stories all with a carnival backdrop. Keep in mind, however, these tales are not for children.

A Bat Out of Hell, Wood's own tale, rests about halfway through this anthology. Surrounded by a group of gory story-tellers who are relatively fresh with the tales they tell, Wood's yarn is about a young woman riding a roller coaster with a male friend who has a special question for her. It seems like it is with ease that Wood sets the mood for her story.

"The phantom coaster was off in the distance, the stairwell leading to the top visible over the trees. The frame, unpainted metal with a winding staircase, reminded Carly of a ride she and her father used to love. Every year they would drive to the amusement park up the turnpike, talking about the drop the ride possessed for the three hours it took to get there. They would walk around the park, sampling the other rides until dark. Then they would get in line for the ride they had been waiting for, a monster coaster with dueling cars."
--A Bat Out of Hell, L. Marie Wood

Some other tales here are Carnival Came to Town, Carousel, The Regard of Oddities, The Suicide Machine and Mmm,Mmm, Good. Other authors here include Richard Dysinger, Melanie Billings, Trey R. Barker, and Holly Wade Matter. Each story and author adds a new perspective to a not so new subject.

Perhaps my favorite is the lead story. This little tale, entitled Pyro, was written by Jason Brannon. It's about a carney who is a "fire-eater." As the story progresses, readers see the dark side of the ability to swallow fire. Pyro is a lonely kind of guy with few friends. Though readers may berate themselves because the end of this yarn fits almost predictably well, the tale is told in a strong, descriptive, story telling voice.

What makes a collection like this extremely enjoyable is the different voice of each writer. With each story, there is another point of view. Like it's name sake, Carnival of Horror has a variety of scares with a little bit of something for everyone.

So, for a horrifically good time: Come to the carnival. Carnival of Horror, that is.

Fantastic Discounts & Deals for Anyone Over 50!
Janet Groene
Simon & Shuster
Cold Spring Press Publishers
Cold Spring Harbor, NY
ISBN 1593600038, $9.95 127 pages

"Your hometown is swarming with discounts," Janet Groene tells her readers in the introduction of this book. "Many of them never advertised nor offered unless you ask for them. What stands in your way?" The author then goes on to help her readers get over the embarrassment of seeking a discount for consumers over 50. Instructing readers to simply phone ahead," or "ask quietly for the discount," Groene tells that the savings are there for the asking. So, ask.

In DISCOUNTS FROM A-Z, the author gives readers an alphabetical breakdown on the kinds of discounts she is referring to.

"Note that discounts can vary greatly even within the same chain," she tells readers. "Use the following as a guideline, but always verify in advance and make sure you understand all of the rules, blackout dates, age limits and limitations. If you don't, you might be disappointed at best or, at worst, embarrassed by a loud and deliberate turndown."-Page 11

In eleven chapters, Groene discusses gaining discounts with shopping and banking, dining, travel by flight, cruises, hotels & lodging, and several other categories.

The chapter entitled "Never Too Old to Learn" discusses continuing education and advanced degrees for less, if not free, tuition once a person is over a certain age. I remember my father telling me about some real estate and psychology courses he was taking at the local college in the early 1990s. Being a student myself, I knew that this had to be running Dad lots of money.

"No," he told me. "Your college lets people over 55 take courses at no cost."

Now you can slap your forehead and realize that this is the reason so many seniors are going back to college. If you are of retirement age, you may want to check out the educational benefits available. Not only does Groene name some resources here, she also gives the web site addresses and other contact information readers may need.

A staunch supporter of AARP, Groene shares " this is the most powerful lobby group in the United States . Whether or not you agree with the political agenda, AARP membership can be a plus. For those aged 60 and over, many advantages apply but if you are aged 50-59, membership is almost a necessity because many of the best discounts for that age group are available only to AARP members."

"Fantastic Discounts " Is a must read for that part of the population over 50. The $9.95 price is probably regained with the first few purchases with ideas from this book (if not the first purchase)! What about those people under 50? Well, I plan to give my copy to my over 50 mother. I know that she will love having all of these savings tips!

It Ends With You, Grow Up and Out of Dysfunction
Tina Tessina, PH. D.
New Page Books, a division of Career Press, Inc.
Franklin Lakes, NJ
ISBN 1564146499 $21.99 224 pages

Tina Tessina, Ph.D. says that people who grew up in dysfunctional families can end what we now know is a cycle of abuse and in It Ends With You she is going to tell readers exactly what they can do to end the cycle.

"To grow up and out of a painful, dysfunctional past and all its leftovers-feelings, memories, pain, confusion, anger, fear, and persistent dysfunctional relationship patterns-may seem like a miracle, too wonderful to be possible. But it can be done, if you have the right tools and support. The purpose of this book is to lead you from the problems of the past into a satisfying, joyful, and successful future."

--It Ends With You Pg. 11

The beginning of the Introduction in this book reveals a conversational yet instructive tone that is used thru the entire read. Caring and concerned for those who are stuck in dysfunction, Tessina has been helping people for at least 25 years in her Marriage and Family Therapy practice. She is determined to help people by guiding them out of .dysfunction through her writing as well as her therapy.

One of the most important factors in healing, Tessina tells in chapter 1, Dysfunctional Families and How They Grow, is facing the truth. In order to help the reader find the truth, a variety of writing and thinking exercises are provided along with coaching from the writer. Tessina especially warns about discouragement due to realization of past events that may have been repressed.

" you may need to get some help from a counselor or therapist." She tells readers. "Don't let it (the anger and sadness) discourage you. You have just begun a discovery process that will allow you to grow out of the dysfunction and create the life you want."

Other chapters here include; What You Might Have Learned in Childhood, Grown-Up Problems From Family Patterns, Why Do I Do That? The Child Running the Adult, and Changing Old Patterns: Re-Creating Yourself.

This isn't the therapist's first endeavor at conquering dysfunction through writing. Tessina has written as many as ten other books. The Real 13th Step; Discovering Confidence, Self-Reliance, and Independence Beyond the Twelve-Step Programs, and How to Be a Couple and Still Be Free are two titles she published with New Page Books.

Can this author help change your life in eight chapters? Ask me in a few months. By then I will have completed these exercises and will be better able to discuss whether reading this book helps or not. With Tessina's breezy, confident writing voice, reading this book and doing the exercises is bound to be a pleasurable experience all by itself!

Christina Kiplinger-Johns
Reviewer


Christy's Bookshelf

Joint Task Force Liberia
David E. Meadows
Berkley Books
375 Hudson Street, New York, NY 10014
1-212-366-2153
ISBN 0425192067 $6.99 311 pages

Lieutenant General Daniel Thomaston, U.S. Army Retired, and his good friend Retired Sergeant Major Craig Gentle head up a group of American expatriates who have relocated to Liberia, where they have built their own small city, called Kingsville. When they learn that a group of Muslim extremists, with the aid of Liberian rebels, have taken over the close city of Monrovia and are moving their way, they begin to prepare for the battle they know they will eventually face.

Rear Admiral Dick Holman, commander of Amphibious group two, a special joint task force of Naval and Marine components, receives word from the Pentagon that he is to head toward the African coast to evacuate the Americans from Liberia. Onboard are Unmanned Fighter Aerial Vehicles (UFAVs) which will eventually play an important part in the rescue of the American citizens. Close to the African coast, Holman's force is intercepted by a French naval force, whose objective seems to be to keep them from liberating the Americans.

David Meadows delivers one heck of a fast-paced, roller-coaster ride with this exhilarating military thriller. The battle scenes, both in the air and on the ground, are galvanizing - the best I have read yet - suspense-filled and invigorating. Meadows' sense of characterization is well-defined, and he has the unique ability to clarify for civilian readers the military mindset, along with the complicated machinery, technical terms, and acronyms within the military lingo. One does hope, however, that Meadows does not prove to be prophetic. The events depicted within the book could easily become fact in today's world, which makes the read even more powerful. A dynamic writer with a fresh voice in this somewhat complicated, technical-ridden, yet intriguing genre. Highly recommended.

Jeannie, A Texas Frontier Girl, Book Three
Evelyn Horan
PublishAmerica
P.O. Box 151, Frederick, MD 21769
240-529-1031
www.publishamerica.com
ISBN 1413704034 $14.95 154 pages

Book Three in the Jeannie, a Texas Frontier Girl series by author Evelyn Horan finds Jeannie and her best friend Helga growing up and facing changes in their lives, which happen almost too quick to breathe. Jeannie's brother, Henry, marries Linda Mae, and before long, Jeannie finds she is to become an aunt. Billy Joe begins to work for the new bank in their small town, and he and Helga agree to become engaged. Jeannie works out an arrangement with Helga's father to buy land from him for the horse ranch she has long dreamed about. She begins to make plans to build her ranch and asks Slim to be her ranch foreman, unaware of the interest Billy Joe's brother, Jack, has begun to show toward her. Along the way, Jeannie learns a poignant lesson when she is forced to deal with prejudice against the Comanche family in their community, from whom she learns how to weave baskets and to utilize plants for medicinal purposes.

America's present-day Laura Ingalls Wilder, Ms. Horan is an author who possesses the unique ability to weave an entertaining, inspirational story with factual history. As with the first two books in the series, the reader is left eagerly anticipating what will happen next to Jeannie, her family, and friends. This is one series I would like to see continue on - reading each book feels like spending time with an old friend - and would love to see in classrooms across America. A delightful read for the child in all of us.

The Old Neighborhood
Tom Gorman
PublishAmerica
P.O. Box 151, Frederick, MD 21769
240-529-1031
www.publishamerica.com
ISBN 1592865143 $14.95 77 pages

The Old Neighborhood by Tom Gorman is a collection of six stories revolving around a group of boys growing up during the 1950's. Each chapter shares a different lesson the seven boys, ages 8 to 12 years, learn together. The leader of the group of boys, Oliver, called Big O by the others, is large and brash, and although the other boys are somewhat intimidated by the Big O, they know he is mostly all talk. Throughout the stories is another, mysterious boy, John Allen, who is not a member of the group yet seems to convey wisdom beyond his years as well as mystical powers. John Allen always shows up when the boys need him most and is not only their voice of reason but healer of hurts, as well.

Mr. Gorman's writing reminds the reader of a simpler, more na‹ve America, and offers a nostalgic look at a time when doors did not need to be locked and drugs did not abound in neighborhoods, a time when summers were spent riding bikes and playing baseball or basketball. The interactions between the boys are fun to read and reminiscent of the innocence of childhood. Wonderfully written and warmly delivered, The Old Neighborhood is a book all readers, adult and child, will enjoy.

Christy Tillery French
Reviewer


Cindy Lynn's Bookshelf

Blankets
Craig Thompson
Top Shelf Productions
www.topshelfcomix.com
ISBN: 1891830430 $29.95 582 pages

In this gorgeous, evocative and constantly moving offering from the author of the marvelous Goodbye Chunky Rice, Craig Thompson stretches his wings further, proving indisputably that words and pictures, together, can not only move you, but transform and challenge you.

Craig has always held to his parents belief in a terrible and fearful Christian God. He struggles constantly, even as a child, with the desires of the flesh and the world and the desire of being worthy of Heaven. When he meets his first love at a church camp, he finds himself infatuated, comparing her to the sacred, to the divine...

No, that's over simplifying it. But then to say that this book follows the memories of a young man from childhood, contrasting the terrible things that happen...hinted at sexual abuse, school bullies, against religious teachings and how these all effect an over imaginative and creative child's mind. This is also true, but it is also over simplifying.

Craig, raw and completely honest, relates the whole arc of his love from the trembly first beginnings of letters, to the innocently sexual explorations, to the inevitable last chapter. No matter what he talks about, even when we see a few brief, tasteful scenes of sexuality, there is a veneer of innocence. This innocence covers everything, even shadows the more horrific scenes, because it is often the hero's innocence that keeps him from truly understanding the situation. This innocence is what makes the work so moving, because when we contrast this sweetness with the reality of the world, that we often find our hearts being touched the most.

I don't know if this book is supposed to be autobiographical. The character and the author certainly do share a same first name...and they look bit a like, I suppose, when you look at the author picture. They both have a brother (with different names), and both grew up in the same sort of area. It doesn't matter, really...the similarities make it more real, more grounded, more immediate...and aside from the fact that we know all authors draw from their lives in some way it doesn't really matter if its real or not. The intimacy between author and reader is well established by his use of these similarities, and therefore the message, the strange mixture of hope and loneliness and loss, is all the more accessible.

His discussions on Christianity are really, for me, some of the most heart wrenching parts. This is because I'd often read things and say, "Oh, honey, is that really what they told you?" I've never been to church on Sunday, so I've never had any true interaction with my fellow Christians, and therefore this awoke a lot of thoughts in my head. Who is mislead, the mainstream as shown in this book, or me?

Which also leads us to the art itself. It is fabulous...beautifully realized and well planned. He understands how to balance the real with the surreal, the miraculous and the worldly. He jumps in his narrative, often going back into the past to tell a story of his childhood, or to tell a bit of story he heard from the bible...the narrative jumps always serve a purpose, and the art goes a long way in making these loops of story run smoothly. It also brings the contrast I've spoke of into sharp focus...you could never have accomplished half the things he does in this book with mere words, for it is the illustrations that really guide us, that show us the emotions of the situation.

We also see that art and religion are not easy housemates...it is hard to decide if you have the right to follow your gifts, or if you have to apply your gifts to God. His art is amazing...it evokes as the prose evokes, capturing nuances beyond words.

Very few things grip my emotions as keenly as Thompson's work. When I first received this book, I thought I'd sit down and flip through it for a moment or two, then go back to work. I couldn't, of course, and ended up reading it in one sitting. It is a large work, impressive in scope as it is emotionally stunning.

Scaredy Cat
Mark Billingham
Harper Collins
ISBN 0066213002 $23.95

"She was nothing to me, the woman from the station. She was nothing to me and I squeezed the life out of her. I'm so very sorry, and I deserve what is surely coming. I hate to ask a favor, Karen, but if you see her, the woman I killed, will you tell her that for me?"

There were two of them, Detective Inspector Tom Thorne knew that. He knew it from the victims, how some of them would be killed slowly, to prolong the pleasure as much as possible, and some would be quick, as if a particularly nasty chore to be done with. But why? It goes against everything they know, or think they know, about serial killers...the first rule being that they almost always, always work alone.

The journey to discover why is a mysterious one...it begins with a formal letter of expulsion from a Middlesex Grammar school. In between chapters we go back to the past and watch the relationship between a pair of boys, Nicklin and Martin. Nicklin is the one, despite his slight build, that no one wants to mess with, not because he's tough, but because he's so scary. Martin Palmer is the nerdish unpopular type so often seen, always neat, brainy but envious. Each of these chapters moves this strange relationship forward as we see the slow building up, the manipulations that Nicklin carefully orchestrates to make Palmer into his own perfect weapon. True, Palmer isn't a good person...we are disgusted by him despite any pity we may feel for him, but Nicklin...Nicklin's scary. It makes it entirely believable that a killer can be created...and it makes it even a more fascinating challenge for Thorne to solve this crime, because Nicklin is so cunning...and uttlerly without any human feeling. Adding to the excitement is that Nicklin has changed his name...so who is he now, and which of the witnesses, the leads, the people that Thorne passes on the street...is the killer?

The idea of how serial killers are made is one that has long fascinated psychiatrists as well as readers...Billingham plays with the idea of nature versus nurture...are killer born or made? Nicklin was born one...his nature is as harsh and ungiving as black ice, but the jury is out on Palmer, whose original crime was the desire to have a friend, along with a nature more malleable than putty. Was it in his nature to finally begin to kill, or was it slowly built in?

The other reason why this book is so well put together is that the police have real lives that they have to struggle through...complicated relationships and problems that sometimes impact their work for the worst. It gives this novel a hard edged feel.

This is the second book featuring the infinitely admirable Detective Inspector Tom Thorne, the first being Sleepyhead. Intensely written, this dark, intelligent novel is a definite read.

Bows of the World
David Gray
The Lyons Press
The Globe Pequot Press
P.O Box 480, Guilford, CT 06437
ISBN: 1585744786 $24.95

Bows of the World is an interesting book...despite the name, it doesn't cover all bows...to quote from the introduction, "this book is limited to an exploration of traditional archery. Traditional archery, however, does not include bows with pulleys and multiple cables that magnify the arrow's thrust, or with balances that dampen torque or other errors in form...so when I use the word "traditional," it should include the category of bow commonly referred to as 'Primitive.' The latter tends to refer to bows made of one piece of wood that has had a minimal amount of power machining." This book, then, is a travelogue and history of traditional archery, and its chapters cover the globe, discussing prehistoric bows then beginning the journey in the Americas. Europe, Asia and Africa are also visited before the final chapter, where it explores the future of this sport.

This book is a homage as well as a history. To look at the pictures is to see a huge range of shapes and sizes, the beautiful curves and angles, the lovely decorations, show the bow as an object of art. The Turkish siyah, with its black and gold enamel work is undeniably fetching, while the brilliant colors and bold patterns of the West Coast Native Americans are extremely eye catching. When you see the fine quivers and the beauty of the bows, you can not help but appreciate the esthetic value, and what these values meant, symbolically, to the bearer of these weapons.

I was also surprised by the shapes and how they developed to suit the needs or cultural tastes of the people who made them. When you imagine a bow, or at least when I do, I see the usual Robin Hood style long bow...but there are so many more shapes and sizes, a fact that really impacts the reader when they look through this book, especially when they hit upon the picture of the bows taken from King Tut'ankhamun's tomb.

Each chapter is divided by the group who made the particular bow. Reasons behind the design, materials and draw are discussed, providing the expert as well as the casual reader with a lot of information.

A beautiful book that is a wonderful esthetic experience as well as a practical reference. A must for anyone with an interest in weaponry.

The Barefoot Serpent
Scott Morse
Top Shelf
Graphic Novel
ISBN: 1891830376 $14.95 124 pages

On the surface this seems to be two entirely unrelated stories. The full color pages are a narrative on the life of Akira Kurosawa, the black and white are about a family on a Hawaiian vacation, trying to learn to live with a tragic loss.

At first it's a little hard to get into...you expect that the narrator of the Kurosawa sections will turn out to be the little girl, or that there will be a connection that really leaps out at you and makes everything fall in line. There isn't...Morse expects more from us than that. When you read both stories, you can soon see the parallels between the two, though they are subtle things...the young girl of the story's loss parallel's a loss that Akira himself suffered, and the archetypes of the characters recall the characters in Kurasawa's movies...for example, I recognized the boy who eventually befriends her as the sort of common character we see in a couple of Kurasawa's films (and, indeed, can be found in the westerns that mirror them) of the self centered person who is looking out for number one, but who finds a type of salvation, even an epiphany, in helping someone else, usually by giving up the very thing he thought would help him gain his desires.

The way the book is set up is very clever. The art...excellent, and expressive, helps divide the book into two very different feels. The full color biography is rendered into a series of shots...the narrative takes the quality of a voice over. The black and white part is three panels per page, like scenes from a black and white wide screen movie. There are no voice balloons and no captions what so ever, so the dialogue is rendered under each panel, much like subtitles. The sparing dialogue and the lack of narrative captions creates a great depth of silence. It's like watching a movie with no music track. This really makes it more of a cinematic experience...and a very touching one. We don't know what the little girl's going through...in fact, we don't really know anything at first, we can make assumptions based on the fact that the second panel of the black and white sequence shows the girl at a funeral, but this early in the story the significance of that can be more symbolic than plot. The silence helps force an intimacy between you and the prose, making it much more visual, and you invest more in it as you study the pictures to see what's going on.

Morse manages some real magic here...with little dialogue and some nifty art, he manages to convey the whole of the healing process...from heart break and denial to the final letting go and breathing again. It is incredibly moving, and, in the end, incredibly hopeful.

Cindy Lynn Speer
Reviewer


David's Bookshelf

Monturiol's Dream
Matthew Stewart
Profile Books
distributed in Australia by Allen and Unwin
ISBN: 1861474701 A$39.95 404 pages

The extraordinary story of the submarine inventor who wanted to save the world.

In Barcelona, if you go to the end of Las Ramblas, cross the road by the statue of Christopher Columbus and walk along to the new harbour, you will come to a strange wooden structure. And if you are curious enough to stop to read the nearby commentary you discover that you are looking at a full sized model of Ictineo II, the first real submarine to be built. Sure, others had built and trialled submersible vessels but here is a replica of the first real submarine that dived, surfaced and proceeded underwater, on its own, at depths of up to 20 metres; an event in 1867 as astounding as the landing of men on the moon some 100 years later. And it was invented and built by an idealist with no formal engineering training who had spent the first 37 years of his life publishing left wing journals (always banned by the authorities) or organising a radical political party, most of whose members were jailed or exiled. He was himself wanted by the police. His name was Narcis Monturiol i Estarriol.

This book is his biography. Born in 1819, he was the second son of an artisan family, and was destined from childhood for the priesthood. At the age of eleven he was sent to university in Cervera to study Latin, Greek and other subjects that would qualify him for the church. However, he found science more to his liking and studied medicine instead. Not that he ever practiced as a doctor, for at that time the first Spanish civil war broke out and Monturiol had no difficulty in deciding which side to support. In a burst of revolutionary fervour he switched from medicine to law and moved to Barcelona. Not that he ever practiced law either. In Barcelona he put aside his law books and fell in with student demonstrators, revolutionary journalists and communists all of whom coming his close friends for the rest of his life. He was sixteen and for the next 20 years he was part of the left wing movement seeking a better life for the workers.

Suddenly at the age of 37, Monturiol, ignoring his day-to-day involvement with the left wing, concentrated all of his energies into designing and building a submarine. And it was not to be any old submarine. Monturiol made it clear in his first writings on the subject that he imagined a craft that would take humankind to the very bottom of the ocean (at least eventually) and would propel itself in all directions, without any link to the land or surface and remain underwater indefinitely.

Why did he design and build such a vessel? Not for the usual reasons, such as a delivery system of weapons of war. No, he had been motivated to find an easier way for the coral divers who worked off the coast of Spain to harvest the coral after he had helped to save the life of one such diver who had apparently drowned. Also he reasoned that by making a better life for the workers a new civil (ideal) society would naturally develop.

He overcame many problems, raised finance and found a dockyard to build the vessel. He became a master in the sciences such as they existed at the time. He conducted his own experiments to test his hypotheses about hydrodynamics, respiration, and so forth, that would underpin the submarine's construction. In three years he designed, had built and then, in 1859, launched his first submarine. Ictineo I performed admirably as a prototype and was shown off to all until it was crushed in dockside encounter with a freighter.

The story now takes on a familiar theme known to many inventors. Few in the establishment were keen to adopt the submarine concept or to provide funding for the next, larger, version. However, new funding did materialize and in 1867 a new larger submarine, Ictineo II, was built and launched. It even had a steam engine (fired by a revolutionary concept) that ran underwater. In the end the project ran out of money and ran up huge debts. Ictineo II was seized by the major creditor, parts sold off, and the rest broken up for scrap.

The rest of Monturiol's life was a struggle for existence. He had no official position and no income. He scraped together a living by taking odd jobs as a writer and editor. He lectured, translated works from French and copy edited manuscripts. At the age of 59 he took a job in a brokerage house and a year later worked his way up to cashier a trade for which he had also trained 35 years previously as a student.

In his lifetime, Monturiol invented many things. A cigarette rolling machine, a method of preserving meat for export, a cheap food for rabbits being raised for meat and a mechanism for copying letters as they were written, are just a few mentioned in the book. None, though, enriched the inventor. As Monturiol wrote about himself: 'I do not know how to market anything. I do not know how to conquer the hearts and minds of men so that they come to my aid '

Had he had this ability who knows what other inventions he would have developed. He had flying machines in mind once he had solved the submarine problem.

The book is illustrated. However, as the illustrations are all printed in black and white on the same paper as the text, the quality of the reproductions is less than satisfactory, which is a pity. I found the book well worth reading and would have liked to examine the drawings of the submarine more closely.

David Skea
Reviewer


Diana's Bookshelf

Single White Psychopath Seeks Same
Jeff Strand
Mundania Press LLC
6470A Glenway Avenue #109, Cincinnati, Ohio 45211-5222.
www.mundania.com
ISBN #: 1594260133 $24.99

Ever have one of those days? One of those days has become known as a catch phrase for a generally bad day. No one has 'one of those days' like Andrew Mayhem.

Single White Psychopath Seeks Same sees the return of my favorite accidental hero, Andrew Mayhem, who apparently hasn't learned that he should just say no when a woman asks for a seemly strange favor, and is willing to pay him. Still bumbling, irresponsible, and hilariously sarcastic, Mayhem agrees to accompany Patricia Nesboyle to a party, because she is afraid that someone may make an attempt to kill her. It would be bad enough if the outcome of that party was all that Mayhem had to deal with, however, it was only a small glimpse of what was to come. Through a few bizarre turns he and his best friend, Roger, find themselves taking a retreat with a house full of killers. Well actually, Mayhem gets the retreat, as he is posing as the serial killer The Headhunter in an effort to stop the murderous party, while Roger is stuck in a cell, posing as Mayhem's/Headhunter's soon to be victim.

Author Jeff Strand again provides his readers with a story that no one but he could have written. There are horrible occurrences filling the pages, yet the humor allows, and at times, forces you to chuckle and laugh out loud. I still have never read anyone who blends horror and humor so seamlessly as Strand does. He has made his own genre and is the unchallenged master at what he does.

If you have never read Jeff Strand's work you are surely missing out on a phenomenal talent. Pick up your copy of the first in the Mayhem series; Grave Robbers Wanted No Experience Necessary when you pick up Single White Psychopath Seeks Same, because I can guarantee one will not be enough. His works are of the highest caliber and are sure to entertain even the most discerning reader.

I very highly recommend Single White Psychopath Seeks Same to all adult readers. Be prepared to give your entire day to the novel as once you start reading you will find it a compulsively engaging page turner, filled with horror, humor, and everything else you could want in a novel.

Mandibles
Jeff Strand
Mundania Press LLC
6470A Glenway Avenue #109, Cincinnati, Ohio 45211-5222.
www.mundania.com
ISBN #: 1594260060 $15.99

Fire ants can be a real pain. Anyone who lives in an area they have to share with the little bugs, is certainly aware of that. Their bites are slightly uncomfortable and make a nice little red bump that fills with the venom. Of course, unless you are allergic, an ant bite is nothing more than a small nuisance. Well, unless you happen to live in Tampa and star in the brilliant new novel, Mandibles by Jeff Strand.

As the infestation begins, the people in the city of Tampa notice something different about the fire ants that seem to be growing in number at an alarming rate. They are bigger. Not huge, but for an ant, definitely bigger than anything they had seen before. One, two, some even six inches long. Another huge difference in these 'big' ants is that they seem to be much more aggressive than their smaller cousins. However the main difference, and the one that seems most troublesome, the bite is deadly.

A small group of people armed with Dustin 'the bug man' Abbott. A specialist in solenopsis invicta, fire ants, who just happens to be in town, regarding the very ants that are chasing them, set out to stop the ants before the entire city falls victim. Not only do they have killer ants, which seem to be pack hunting to contend with, but they also have two deranged killers, Hack and Slash, hot on their tails.

Jeff Stand continues to amaze me with his talent. As with his other novels, this story is compelling and highly readable. The characters are three-dimensional and pull you directly into their plight. The reader will laugh, and cry with them as they are faced with the horror of being nothing more than ant food. Mandibles is another masterpiece by a man who has proven that his work is consistently at the top of the game.

The humor ever present in his work allows for the over the top, big bug thriller to appeal to all readers. Each time I read a piece of work by Jeff Strand, I am floored by the ability he has to tell a story in a way that can both amuse and horrify me.

Mandibles by Jeff Strand comes with my high praise and recommendation.

TSOG: The Thing That Ate The Constitution
Robert Anton Wilson
New Falcon Publications
1739 East Broadway Road #1-277, Tempe, AZ 85282
www.newfalcon.com
ISBN# 1561841692 $16.95

Being a logical and rational freethinking person, I often find myself on the outside of popular opinion, and I am sure the author of TSOG: The Thing That Ate The Constitution, Robert Anton Wilson, is a kindred spirit.

This is my first experience seeing such logic in book form and it delights me that it hasn't been pulled off the shelves. What will you find in this eye-opening piece of nonfiction? Information regarding the running and structure of our government that is not generally spoken of. He presents hard facts and opinions of structured religions and their belief systems and some very interesting information on the FDA and DEA. An honest look at the war on 'some' drugs, as well as the war on 'some' terrorists, and a plethora of various thoughts covering a huge range of topics.

What I think I like most, is the style in which Wilson presents this information. It is not at all in a staunch doctoral way; instead filling the book with humor and amazement that such things not only go on, but also are widely accepted.

Do I agree with everything? I can't really say at this point, because I always thoroughly research anything presented to me before I make a judgment. I do however have a deep respect for Wilson and his expression of ideas. Despite being a 'free' country, thoughts like these can still have repercussions, especially when laid out in a book for anyone to see.

I highly recommend TSOG: The Thing That Ate The Constitution to anyone who has ever looked at the world around them and just shook their head, smiling to themselves at the absurdities. It is not suited for addle minded zombies, who believe everything they hear or see. If you can take in information and make decisions for yourself, this work will provide you with some eye opening moments.

Robert Anton Wilson is an author for today's freethinking population. It is nice to know we are not alone.

Enchantment of the Faerie Realm
Ted Andrews
Llewellyn Publications
PO Box 64383, Dept. K728-5 St. Paul, MN 55164-0383
www.llewellyn.com
ISBN: 0875420028 $12.95

To have the heart of a child, is to see with openness all the magic that is around us everyday. In Enchantment of the Faerie Realm by Ted Andrews, readers are shown how to recognize and appreciate that magic.

There is nothing that says magic like faeries and other nature spirits. Yet as we grow into adulthood, we easily forget our love for the complexity of the gifts we receive from these spectacular beings. How long has it been since we gazed at a field and thought of the magic involved in the creation of all the living things that grow there?

I remember as a child, my favorite place to read was in the orange tree, in my back yard. There was a comfort being there, so close with nature and all of its' inhabitants. Now I read in the cold, hard comfort of the indoor. I also remember that my imaginary friend was most predominating outdoors. Of course, now that I think back, it was my mother who called her imaginary. Something special has been lost in the transition from child to adult. Was there something special in your life that revolved around nature? Some place that the peace you felt was overwhelming? You can have that again.

Author Ted Andrews is a man who is still blessed with the frequent gifts of natures children and he, with great passion, shows his readers how they can reconnect with wonderful beings that inhabit our world. There is a lot more covered than just faeries and elves. The reader will also learn how to connect with elementals and all manner of other realm inhabitants. They will be given guidelines to help open the doors to numerous encounters, as well as the ability to take notice of the subtle ways in which we are already being contacted.

Read. Be inspired. Feel the wonder of the faerie realm. Most important, when you feel moved by the beauty of nature's creations, say thank you, something very special has blessed you with that moment.

I wish all my readers would pick up a copy of Enchantment of the Faerie Realm. Do yourself a favor, and once again be blessed and aware of the life that goes on around us, which is capable of enriching and adding so much joy to our own life.

How To: Meet & Work With Spirit Guides
Ted Andrews
Llewellyn Publications
PO Box 64383, Dept. K728-5 St. Paul, MN 55164-0383
www.llewellyn.com
ISBN # 0875420087 $5.99

Have you ever read a manual from cover to cover in one sitting? This was a first for me. The information found in How To: Meet & Work With Spirit Guides was so fascinating that I devoured it like a good piece of fiction. The writing is so reader friendly and chock full of interesting items that I had a hard time stopping. Of course, there is way too much information to absorb in one sitting, so I did go back and reread the guide, pausing to try out and absorb the lessons being shared with me.

What exactly did I learn?

The planes of existence and the types of beings working in each, the different types of spirit guides, what habits weaken your aura, and the ability to communicate with these guides. Techniques to help expand your consciousness, allowing you to better work with and perceive your guides. Things to do in preparation, as well as during, to help you have a better communication session. Several approaches and exercises to heighten your successful communications, the truth about mediums and channels, as well as some insight into what it means to be one, and the responsibilities of that role. What spirit mediatorship is, the different guardian angels and how best to work with them, and how to work with nature spirits. This part was so fascinating that I read it three times now, and will no doubt read it again. You will also find information on finding and working with your totem, ghost/haunting, and the guide closes with some helpful precautionary advice.

Now listed like that, I am sure it looks like a daunting task to read. However, it is anything but. When the reader hits on the plethora of information about the different and fascinating beings that surround us everyday, the experience is like no other. It is truly comforting to think that we are never alone, and with practice, we can actually communicate with these special beings.

Ted Andrews has a vast amount of knowledge in this particular field and presents it in a manner that makes it seem as natural as any other part of our daily life. I would think that after a person has read this guide, they would approach their guides with the love and respect due them. Or at the very least, take comfort that they are there.

This guide has my highest recommendation. And as you read How To: Meet & Work With Spirit Guides by Ted Andrews be prepared to feel something very special.

How To: See And Read The Aura
Eric Ted Andrews
Llewellyn Publications
PO Box 64383, Dept. K728-5 St. Paul, MN 55164-0383
www.llewellyn.com
ISBN: 0875420133 $5.99

Have you ever, upon meeting someone, immediately formed an opinion of him or her; or felt an instant bond, or a strong dislike of someone? Perhaps you have sensed someone's presence before actually seeing him or her. These examples are just a few of the ways you may already be sensitive to changes in your aura.

Science has proven that all living things give off an energy field. This energy field tells us a lot about its' owner: such as health and well-being. Most logical, rational people will agree with those statements. Why is it then, when you attach the word 'aura' to that energy, people automatically stop listening. The answer is actually quite simple; people are quick to brush off what they don't understand.

This is the third guide written by Ted Andrews, which I have had the pleasure of reading. As my experience with the prior works, How to: See and Read the Aura, is written in a manner, which makes the material easy to absorb. It is not work to learn from Andrews, reminding me more of a conversational exchange of ideas.

Not only will the guide teach you how to view the aura, it will also explain how to interpret what you are seeing, arming the reader with information regarding what the colors found in the aura mean, as well as fluctuations and possible causes. The exercises throughout the book are easy to follow and can be performed most anywhere, with very little preparation.

Of course knowing human nature, I assume some readers may be thinking, 'this is great but what is in it for me.' To that, I respond with, if having the blessing of seeing the aura isn't enough, Andrews also offers instructions on how to strengthen and protect your own aura. On those days when you come home exhausted, one cause could be the assault your aura is subjected to in daily interactions with others, and often balancing your aura will help alleviate the weariness-and he tells you how.

It's not often that a writer comes along that is as gifted as Ted Andrews is, and I think anyone on a path to any kind of enlightenment, should check out his books-and How to: See and Read the Aura would be an excellent place to start.

Teen Witch
Silver RavenWolf
Llewellyn Publications
PO Box 64383, Dept. K728-5 St. Paul, MN 55164-0383
www.llewellyn.com
ISBN: 1567187250 $12.95

Raising a teenager is not an easy task. It is especially trying as they spread their wings and try new things, things you may not know about, or not approve of. Perhaps your child may come home and declare that they want to be, or are already, a witch. This particular area of study and craft are no longer shrouded in mystery, but may still carry with it a stigma. In Teen Witch author Silver RavenWolf takes away the mystery and eloquently expresses just what it means to be a witch.

There are a lot of misconceptions regarding the practice of Wicca, and they are all addressed in such a clear and forthright manner that makes the manual perfect for teenagers or their parents. As well as anyone who is just curious as to what witchcraft consists of.

The book starts with a letter to parents, to help quell any fears that may arise from the totally off base beliefs that Wicca is somehow related to black magic, human sacrifices, or any other such silliness. Following that letter, is one just for the teenagers. Throughout the book you will find chapters covering valuable information, as well as, giving instruction in the areas of: What the craft is and is not, the basics of witchcraft, ritual, magick, spells designed especially for teenagers, healing, prosperity and abundance, psychic power and wisdom, protection, fun spell, and a section on where to go from here.

I am most impressed with the manner in which the book has been written. It is in a format and in a language that teenagers can easily grasp, yet never once are the readers spoken down to, or regarded as any less than smart, free thinking spirits that they are. This is not a book that pushes any beliefs upon readers, it simply states what it is, what it is not, how to do it, and what you can expect. Of course, there is a plethora of information and I don't think a review can do justice to the product that RavenWolf has produced.

Although this manual is intended to teenagers, I also think that it would make a great beginners guide for readers who are just getting started in the craft or have found other manuals hard to follow. Would I recommend this for a teenager, yes, absolutely. If your child has shown an interest in alternative religion, this is the route to go. A caring and talented Wiccan Priestess will guide them to a set of beliefs that is kind and loving. Open the book and your mind as you allow Silver RavenWolf to show you the true face of modern Wicca, and how it can help your teenager face today's hard decisions in an admirable way.

Reflexology for Beginners
David F. Vennells
Llewellyn Publications
PO Box 64383, Dept. K728-5 St. Paul, MN 55164-0383
www.llewellyn.com
ISBN: 0738700983 $9.95

There are few things that compare to a good foot massage - very few. Did you also know that with some instruction, not only will it feel great, but can also be used to increase your general health or ease specific ailments?

In Reflexology for Beginners, author David Vennells guides his readers on the path to making the most of the art of reflexology. As has been my experience with all of Llewellyn Worldwide's manuals, the instructions present complex material in a way that is accessible to all readers.

What exactly will you find in this manual?

A definition of reflexology, what it is and is not. Where the reflexes are located, this is written and illustrated, the combination making it easier to commit to memory. Basic techniques that will help in using and practicing effective reflexology. Steps taken to begin treatment, including preparations, how to read the patients feet for clues as to their health, and the actual steps to warming up the feet. Instructions for the main treatment. In addition to these instructional chapters, the reader will also find sections with, advice, case studies, disease and the mind, meditations, and the future of reflexology. Even though this book could have stopped there, it did not. The reader also has four appendixes at their disposal; history of reflexology, meditation groups, books on Buddhism, and hypothyroidism.

At this point, you may be thinking, 'wow that is a lot to take in.' My response to you is, 'yes it is.' There is a wealth of knowledge in this guide. However, the author has crafted the guide in a way that the information is never daunting or jumbled. It doesn't read like a textbook. It reads more like an experienced friend sharing their knowledge with you as you sit sipping coffee.

No matter a reader's belief in the ability of reflexology to heal, I still recommend the guide to all readers with feet. Not only can you learn a technique to quickly ease the tension in your feet, but also you might just improve your over all health. There is nothing to lose and your feet will thank you. Don't take my word for it, pick up your own copy of Reflexology for Beginners by David F. Vennells, and see for yourself.

100 Days to Better Health, Good Sex & Long Life
Eric Steven Yudelove
Llewellyn Publications
PO Box 64383, Dept. K728-5 St. Paul, MN 55164-0383
www.llewellyn.com
ISBN: 1567188338 $17.95

What would you be willing to do for better health? Read a book? How about spend fifteen minutes a day practicing some simple exercises? Without good health, everything else you may have doesn't seem quite as important. If you are willing to spend the small amount of time and truly give it the effort that your health deserves, author Eric Steven Yudelove can show you the path to better health and well being.

Taoist Yoga and Chi Kung are presented in a way that it is easy to understand, and for the first time, that I have seen, it is written in a manner that makes it accessible to the western world.

What you have in 100 Days to Better Health, Good Sex & Long Life is a fourteen-week guide to the lessons and secrets of Taoism, brought to the western world by a westerner who studied under an authentic Tao Master. The lessons start out very easy and build on each other from week to week. By the end of the fourteen weeks, the reader, if they have devoted fifteen minutes a day and put effort into trying to understand not only the exercises, but also the reason they are performed, will feel the changes in their body and mind. As well as having a strong foundation for future study in the Tao practices.

I strongly recommend this book to everyone. There is so much to be gained here that will improve the quality of ones life, on many different levels. The author presents it in such a readable manner that no longer will the concepts be lost on anyone. Just a few of the benefits that a reader will experience, if they follow the fourteen-week program are: prolonged sexual pleasure, improved vision, digestion, hearing, memory, immunity flexibility, and organ detoxification.

No matter your religious or philosophical beliefs, I think it is a universal concept that your biggest gift is your life. Pick up your copy, take the time to allow the philosophy to be absorbed, and then spend fifteen minutes a day nurturing the greatest gift you were ever given. Author Eric Steven Yudelove has given us all the tools we need to feel better and improve the quality of our lives. Kudos to Yudelove, for taking complex years of study and laying it before the masses, in a way that is great in its simplicity.

Magickal Mystical Creatures
D. J. Conway
Llewellyn Publications
PO Box 64383, Dept. K728-5 St. Paul, MN 55164-0383
www.llewellyn.com
ISBN: 156718149X $14.95

Most books accomplish one thing, be it entertainment or granting of knowledge. Magickal Mystical Creatures by D. J. Conway accomplishes both.

Conway provides what is essentially an encyclopedias worth of knowledge on long forgotten mystical beings, as well as the more commonly known ones. It is apparent that she has gone to great pains to accurately give the history, as well as all the other facts available for each creature.

Aside from having a plethora of background information, the book also tells how the creatures are best worked with for magickal purposes. As someone who delves deeply into all things magickal, I was amazed that I never considered working with any of these creatures before now. I was especially ashamed when I realized that yes, since magick began, people have been working with these wonderful creatures and somehow 'we' have forgotten them and their powers, with the passing of time.

I mentioned this book being multipurpose, and I wanted to mention the ways in which I have used the material, and give my recommendation to anyone who reads that they include this wonderfully fascinating piece of work, in their library.

First, it was unavoidable to be entertained while reading about such fanciful creatures. Even if a reader has no background in magick and no interest to start, it will not take away from the utter fascination these beings produce.

Second, anyone looking to enhance their magickal practices will find it invaluable in approaching these little used beings. There are also special sections on candle burning, amulets, talismans, and rituals, and how best to use them in relation with the creatures.

The third use, I found is personal to me, but I wanted to share it with my fellow writers. I write horror and dark fantasy fiction and the inspiration found in this book is invaluable.

It is clear to see that this book has something for everyone and D. J. Conway has written it in a way that it is accessible to everyone.

Magickal Mystical Creatures by D. J. Conway is a book that I will be pulling down from my shelf repeatedly, and that is one of the highest recommendations I can give any book.

LogOut
J.L. Hansen
Mundania Press LLC
6470A Glenway Avenue #109, Cincinnati, Ohio 45211-5222.
www.mundania.com
ISBN #: 159426046X $33.95

All too often, when I worked a day job, I would hear my coworkers' jest that they felt sick as soon as they walked in the office, and felt better as soon as they left. My associates were just kidding. However, I am well aware that there are some buildings that can make people sick. That seems to be what Julie Wynn and her coworkers seem to be up against in J.L. Hansen's cooperate thriller LogOut.

Julie begins a quest to find out just what is happening when her friends begin to go from 'sick', to in the hospital. To do this, she begins a relationship with Cam Clay, a staff member of IAQ Inc., the company sent in to test the air. Cam has his own doubts about what is really happening as he finds his superiors behaving in an odd manner: keeping records private, performing tests themselves etcetera.

Trying to figure out what is in the air before she and all of her friends end up dead is not the only crisis that Julie faces. Hindering her progress, she has to deal with an audit, and a sick father and overbearing mother, someone trying to frame her for corporate conspiracy, a dangerous blackmailer, and a hurricane.

The plots intertwine bringing more and more suspense as the reason behind the problems at Julie's office are revealed. J.L. Hansen, in LogOut, has written a multi-level thriller filled with every element one would expect to find in a great tale of suspense, and then she takes it a step further, and adds a few of her own. The characters come to life on the pages and the reader can't help but hold their breath, and pray that everything turns out good in the end.

I recommend LogOut to anyone looking for a great suspense-type thriller. Be forewarned; when author J.L. Hansen pulls you into the hearts and minds of her characters, you won't want to leave until you discover their fates. Set aside some time, find a comfy chair and your favorite feel good drink, then open your copy of LogOut and immerse yourself into the world of corporate evil that is spiraling out of control around the heroine Julie Wynn.

Sevenacide
Robert Shuster
Sevenacide
www.sevenacide.com
ISBN# 0970698909 $7.00

I've never played or watched Rugby, but I have heard that it is quite a violent little game that I might enjoy. Robert Shuster has played and in Sevenacide he has gathered a collection of seven short tales that have two things in common. They all have Rugby in them somewhere and they are all dark little tales in one way or another.

A Woman For All Occasions is a charming tale that explores just what a man is willing to overlook when faced with having the woman or women of his dreams. Rick is just dying to know how his far from studly friend Doug, manages to have a different knockout woman with him at all of their games. Perhaps some things are better when left to the imagination.

Jack's Kit Bag is a snappy tale that proves just how hard it is to get rid of what you may view as trash, when it is one man's treasure. When Felicia tries to rid herself of her husband Jack and his nasty hobby of Rugby, she finds out that when passion runs deep, habits die-hard.

Road Trips Don't Bite (They Suck!) the tile sums this delectable piece up. Poor Brad is stuck 'babysitting' his fellow Rugby players, Ray, Alex and Jason as they drive home from an out of area game. To bad babysitting his irresponsible friend, Ray isn't the least of his worries.

Simon's Second Chance asks a question that we have all wondered. 'What if I could just do that again?' I can't count the moments in my life that I wish I could do over. Simon just wants to know what would happen if he made that conversion. That's all, simple really.

The Leprechaun's Pit gives a glimpse at a rude, obnoxious, Rugby player appropriately nicknamed Piggy. Piggy loves to pull pranks and always takes a souvenir from the places he visits. It really isn't very nice to take something that isn't yours. Maybe Piggy will figure that out.

The Referee in this piece knew his business. Steve, a professional at arguing with calls and breaking rules was in for a hard game. His teammates didn't have it any easier, as they tried to keep him from getting kicked off the pitch, while also trying to win the game. It is just not a good idea to get on the referee's bad side.

You Can Never Be Too Young has a few lessons to be gleamed from the story, but I think the most important is to always follow instructions. Andy wasn't very happy when he was moved from the 'A' team to the third string, and it was especially hard to take since it related to his age. But you know, sooner or later, old age gets us all.

The tales in Sevenacide are in a style that I just adore. Dark and moody. They remind me of Tales From The Darkside, which I used to watch as a child. They are not gory or graphic and they don't need to be. They are quite a bit unsettling in a very subtle way.

I give Sevenacide my stamp of approval and thank Shuster for realizing that horror doesn't need blood and guts to send chills down a reader's spine. This is truly creepy--Kudos.

Street Rats
Tim Curran
Publish America
www.publishamerica.com
ISBN# 1592864724 $19.95

Life isn't easy. All too often, we forget, as we sit in our posh neighborhoods that the streets are home to all manner of people. It is easy to forget. There really are no murders, street thugs, drug dealers and tough guys. Well, none that we know of personally, making it easy for us to write them off as Hollywood creations.

In Street Rats author Tim Curran provides a hard look into that lifestyle. Jimmy 'Blades' Circurro is the type of guy who has his hands in everything. Generally, he is the type of guy you just don't want on the bad side of, a thief, murder, and all around self-centered thug who has connections with crime boss, outlaw bikers, and criminals themselves. He makes a bit on 'side jobs' but like anyone would, he wants more. Or as they say, is looking for the 'big score'.

Milwaukee crime boss, Tony 'Black' Zira, is lining up just such a score and wants Jimmy and a crew of his choice, in on it. Although one has to wonder why. Yes, Jimmy will do the jobs no one else wants to and does them well, but he has an attitude of utter disrespect.

The job is a robbery, of an armored car worth at least $15,000,000, and it seems to go as planned. This is just where the story gets going. When that much money is involved, even the most trustworthy person would get ideas. So ideas are born, money is missing and now death is surrounding all involved. It becomes a fast paced race to find out what happened before they all end up dead.

Street Rats is written in a style that I have yet to see. There are no chapters, heavy use of character names, and the dialect is carried into the narrative. This made it a little slow at first for me as I tried to turn off my inner editor and adjust to the style, but I feel that in the end the story was worth the effort.

This novel is, however, perfectly suited for today's reader. In a face-paced world where we expect everything now, Tim Curran will not fail to give you the thrill ride you came looking for.

Caliginy
L. Marie Wood
Cyber-Pulp Publishing
www.lmariewood.com
ISBN #1897013310 $14.00

Caliginy, by L. Marie Wood, is chock full of the most delightfully dark shorts I have seen gathered in one place. This is an author who has fully grasped what it means to disturb her readers. She knows the fine balance of detail versus story making her pacing superb.

The Visitor, is a truly sad and chilling opener, setting a great pace for which the rest of the stories easily maintain.

What the Mirror Sees, is a deeply psychological thriller with wonderfully dark implications, the type of story that fills your mind with wonder and makes you want to call the author and beg them to expand it to novel length. As it sits here, now in the collection, it is totally and completely chilling and will make the hairs on your arm raise.

Moonlighting, could be considered disturbing I suppose to most but I found it terribly humorous. I am not sure if L. Marie Wood intended humor here but I must congratulate her on a story that could go either way, dark and/or humorous.

Last Request, puts the 'd' in dysfunctional family. Absolutely superb work that had me chuckling as it unraveled and I figured out where we were heading. This is delicious dark fun and possibly my favorite in the entire collection.

My House, oh boy, talk about coming home to find a mess. Add this to the list of perfectly detailed chilling tales in this collection. It is written so well you can feel the tension rise as the story continues relentless in its ability to cause dread.

Room 3708, cherry pie is one of my favorite deserts, which made this tale even creepier to me. Sometimes the things we love the most can be the most harmful and, I use harmful loosely, they can be downright deadly.

The Properties of Blood, wow, that was intense. This is a story to disturb even the most unflinching readers. Perfectly written to be extreme enough to tickle the gag reflex and tantalizing enough to be enjoyable.

The Interview, is a griping tale that will have you holding your breath until the unexpected conclusion. One line and clarity sinks in as you can picture the terrible smile clearly that was mentioned in the opening.

Baie Rouge, blends haunting and erotic emotions in a seamless manner, providing a tantalizing emptiness. The detailed surroundings add greatly to the depth of sadness felt when taking in this tale.

The Inn by the Cemetery, is creepy times one hundred. The attention to detail and story here is astounding and breaths life into a haunting tale. This is the kind of story where you have to stop reading and look around just to make sure you are alone. It provides a stunning amount of goose flesh.

Dead and Gone, moved me in opposite directions at the same time. I was sad and restricted, happy and free, and utterly amazed that the author so easily gave me a connection to a nameless character.

The House on the Corner, not a word was wasted in the telling of this story. I felt the fear emanating from Charlie the main character or was it something else emanating from what he feared? Did I already pick a favorite? Loved it, bravo.

Ole Hallows Eve, is a great combination of my two favorite things, Halloween and Zombie tales. Crisp good fun.

Flowers, is short sweet and to the point. Eerie in a most delightful way.

The Black Hole, is perhaps the most disturbing story of hate I have read to date. It is a pulse-pounding journey into a real life nightmare. Pride gives way to impending doom, which leads to hope, and then things get nasty. This is a true trip into the darkest depths of what mankind is capable of at its worse.

Dear Monique, has it all, a deep friendship, great love stories and all the nasty stuff I love in a story as well, lust, betrayal and revenge. Each word of this tale is griping and enticing. The impending darkness wraps delightfully around each sentence.

Q & A, was another tale that had me chuckling though I think most readers won't see it as a humorous tale. Great thing is, it works well either way, deeply depraved or darkly humorous.

Island Girls, three paragraphs that will leave the reader smiling a devilish grin as the next paragraph forms in their mind sprung to life from the stage set carefully by the author.

The Awakening, a story in a paragraph is quite a daring feat. But this author greets and meets the challenge.

The Message, nicely done, I never saw the end coming until it hit and then I was dowsed with chills. Sometimes there is so much revealed in a message if we only pay closer attention.

The Woman in the Sepia Picture, allows a brief glimpse at a character and the reader is released to take it from there.

The Dance, is highly erotic. The accuracy of thoughts that one would have as certain things take place around them is wonderful in this story. And did I say erotic? Yes very erotic.

To Die A Fool, will most definitely give you something to think about as it tests the faith of one man and poses an often asked question, just what does happen when we pass.

A Bat Out of Hell, is creepy good fun. And was made even more so because I, just as the main character, am always in search of the ultimate haunted ride. I could feel the mixed anticipation and dread.

Section F, is a moving tale of goodbyes with a perfect degree of darkness. L. Marie masters in this story the art of giving chills through subtle suggestion.

A Nice, Sunny Day, yuck my worst fear is spiders. Just reading this caused me to be jumpy for quite sometime. It was definitely a unique perspective and very well done.

Love Nest, nothing is worse than a woman scorned except maybe an insane woman scorned. This story is dark, good fun.

The Keeper of Souls, is as dark as it gets. A life of torment and a really neat new concept of an old theme. I just love when an author can take a story and totally make it their own. Very nice work.

The Salacity of Death, is a very dark, disturbing and yet somehow tantalizing tale. There are a few different paths your mind travels down while reading this tale, but rest assured none are pleasant, wicked good perhaps.

Carrion, talk about a handyman special. There are a few lessons to be learned here that I will leave for L. Marie to taunt her readers with in a delicious way.

One, to err is human though an err in judgment can lead to some nasty things. This tale is a very spooky look into a dark human psyche.

Betrayal, proves once again that L. Marie has mastered the art of flash fiction. It is no easy task to elicit an emotion in so few words. My compliments go to the author on this one.

Of Body and Blood, is another tale in the collection that effortlessly blends the erotic and the dark aspects of writing.

Reflection, provides a creepy image with a little twist, all wrapped neatly in one short paragraph.

The Last Port, is the grand finally in this collection and deserving of such a spot being filled with impending doom and a really cool conclusion.

Writing a short story that is both, full and entertaining is quite an art and one that L. Marie Wood has totally mastered. This collection is filled with story after story of dark delightful prose dredging up emotions that toggle between fright, disgust, humor and even erotic tension. The author has shown here that she can stretch her writing vocal chords to many different ranges with ease.

This is a collection sure to have something for lovers of all types of horror, dark and highly entertaining.

Fart Proudly
Writings of Benjamin Franklin
Carl Japikse, editor
Frog, Ltd.
P.O. Box 12327 Berkeley, CA 94712
www.northatlanticbooks.com
ISBN# 1583940790 $12.95

Certain things come to mind when you think of Benjamin Franklin, none of which would contain the word 'fart'. However, it appears this great man had a side to him that would not only say such a word, but also do so in a manner as to most assuredly be heard. I don't remember ever hearing about this side in school, but then again, all of my teachers were the typical stuffy teachers one thinks of when they remember school.

Fart Proudly contains writings of Benjamin Franklin that are both hilarious, as well as dripping with sarcasm. This shows a man very down to earth; not at all the stuffy politician one may think. There is definitely something here for everyone, well, everyone with a sense of humor. As funny and 'offensive' as those who are lacking humorous fortitude may view them, just imagine what a scandal they must have caused when they were wrote.

I am still chuckling to myself, as I think back to the sections that most amused me. My favorite happens to be Rules of Making Oneself Disagreeable, which is exactly what it sounds like. I had to carry the book around my home and read this to everyone. I swear my child must have read and memorized each and every rule.

In addition to being very entertaining, Fart Proudly carries a message. The reader may be too busy laughing to catch it as they read this wonderful tome, but it is laid out very clearly in the last section, The Dream.

Laugh and enjoy the entire work: read and reread the parts that make you laugh out loud, for that is priceless. Once you are finished, read The Dream, and pay close attention, give deep thought to the message, and be moved by the profoundness.

If you like satire, then Fart Proudly. If you like laugh out loud, then Fart Proudly. Most of all if you want to see Benjamin Franklin as more George Carlin than just the portrait of a dead guy on a C-note-then believe me you must Fart Proudly. I know that the next time I let one rip; I will be wearing the action, as a medal of honor-so should you.

The Snowman's Children
Glen Hirshberg
Carroll & Graf
161 William Street 16th floor, New York, NY 10038
ISBN# 0786712538 $13.00

We generally like to think of childhood as happy carefree times, and often that is correct. Even when the assumption of happiness cannot be safely made, it can be said without a doubt, childhood shapes the adults we later become, in many ways. Sometimes, the only way to move on from disturbing experiences is to address the ghosts of our past head on. That is where Matt 'Mattie' Rhodes, our narrator, finds himself in Glen Hirshberg's debut novel, The Snowman's Children.

A serial killer, 'the snowman' stalked the suburban streets of Detroit in the gray winter of 1977. Due to not having any particular rhyme or reason to his choice of victims, it was not known right away what the city was facing. Although Mattie and his friends survived, they would all be forever scarred.

Mattie, now a grown man of twenty-eight, feels that it is time he faced a few things from his childhood, reasoning that it is those very things that are keeping him from experiencing happiness now. He returns to his hometown with no idea of how to put things to rest, but knows that he must, if he is ever going give any of his current relationships, wife, parents, career, a chance to flourish.

This story is gripping from page one. Hirshberg reveals the story to his readers as if they were Mattie. The narrative gracefully takes us from present to past as Mattie and the reader retrace his childhood, exploring what he is feeling now as well as his memories.

The reader is sure to be moved as the troubled children from Detroit show us just how